finally...

okays. now i finally feel like blogging. haha

i realised that my language is getting more and more terrible and horrible. i feel like i'm speaking like an ah lian, rather a beng. haha! super cmi man. i shld imitate "rena's future grandma" aka the Queen of England. haha. yea. that's for my english. ha. i daren't even speak about my chinese. i was so uncomfortable singing in chinese. ya. my mother tongue is so gone. ahah. but it's very ironic to say that mandrin is my mother tongue knowing the fact that my mother's mandrin is so horrible. lol.

past few days was just busy doing stuff. yea. travelling around. most of the time, i wasn't at home for the past 3 days. i guess it's me that is making me going out so much. even tho i hate to go out, i still go out anyways. *sigh* v bad v bad. i wish i cld just sit and do nth but guess what? i even went to pack my room. *faints* i think i've been doing too much work that i can't sit still anymore. oh no. i'm beginning to inherit my mom's genes.

haha. talking about mom. she tried to kill me by baking a tray of brownies for lunch. lol!

yea. i guess i'm not gonna give paid tuition nx time. haha. i can't imagine having to travel every week to give tuition. yea. the money is good but haha. nah, i'll grow out of the boredom in time to come. haha! giving tuition is so boring!! lol! yea. but then again. i don't mind doing it free. at least i'm not pressured by the money to go.

hehs. and i finally realised that i'd better get back to writing. yea. song-writing is part of writing, with additions of melody and rhythm. but, it's so different for me. i can do writing, but song-writing, i think winston can do a much much better job. haha!! yea. guess i shld stick to writing. i haven't been writing for eons alr. *sigh*

hehs. this is another super lor-sor entry. lol!