back?

well, chris was right. God does ans prayers there and then - even silly prayers, not that i haven't gotten my fair share.

it's hard to discern whether something's from God when u pray and it's being answered. i know how much we long for all our prayers to be answered immediately. however, we've been seasoned to wait for our prayers to be answered that sometimes we find it hard to believe that God can actually answer them there and then.

however, does the answer actually come from God?

well, God does live by His principles and word. if God answers a prayer, it has to be of His standards and according to His word. because God cannot contradict. well, judging from our prayers, we know if the answer is from God because God will only do something that's according to His word and character.

however, there are also ambiguous answers.

that's what i'm afraid. watching too much of charmed ain't that good after all. i'm imagining that demons are answering my prayers. well, the devil does exists if there's a God. i may not be wrong in my judgement.

be careful what u pray for.

yea. and i haven't been myself lately. well, shouzhen would stand firm in times of adversities. she would have faith during difficult times. she would lean on the Father for strength when she's tired. she would praise God and jump for joy even though times are bleak. she would do anything to make sure her members still grow healthily in God. where have i gone? where have i gone.

i recognise that dilemma.