atmosphere.

crossed
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where parallel lines do not
where X marks the spot
i can't deny
the destiny doesn't lie in my hands

i have to face
my greatest fear
my worst nightmare
my hardest obstacle

trust in God
not by fate or destiny
our paths still cross
a sad tingling in my heart
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haha. i can't believe i'm listening to chinese songs now. but it's jay. so it's alright. haha. (= i miss singing chinese songs. hahahahahahahaha

long day at church - studying. felt v sian studying coz i didn't know how to do anything and it was fm, not even phy. at least i'm able to do phy qns. *sigh*

mebbe God wants me to trust in Him a little bit more though i don't know where to get the faith from. after these 3 days of studying the book of Ruth, i felt a lil more encouraged coz of Ruth's perseverence and God's favour and grace. mebbe one day, when the time is right.

destiny.

now i know why it hurt so much. to compare it with others, it's so hard to get over it because i've sunk too deep. i'm going back to where i was, laying all down at Your feet again.