could make me cry.

was just telling God this afternoon,

"life is so ironic. it's so easy to give up on the things we don't like in life. but it's so hard to give up on the things we treasure so much in life. yet, it's the things we don't like in life that are essential and the things we treasure that are meant to be cast away."

was all teary-eyed during prayer mtg, just couldn't stop crying, i don't know why. the whole atmosphere just changed when hadley told me something. i thought it was alright already. why was i affected?

i asked God the usual one million and one questions. it did help in some ways. still my crucial questions are unanswered.

i hope u would tell me.

i hope when my phone rings, it's ur picture i see.