when God answers

when God gives the green light, everything just seems possible. it wasn't really a 'yes' answer but God gave assurance, which was good enough (=

the youth camp was awesome. all i can say is that God really changed my perspective. what i thought would be the peak of my christian life, God challenged me to go even higher, beyond borders which i've never crossed. but of coz even more importantly, to be faithful with the little things i have now. i wouldn't know how life would be when alan enlists, when sch starts, when i get real bz again. truely, time lost can never be recovered. i can't regret taking up this job that i have to be 'pressed' to continue because they need manpower. but yea. all i can do now is to treasure whatever time i have left before sch starts to recuperate and recharge. and of coz to spend more time with dear (=

i think the camp has really recharged me and gave me a greater passion for youths. i thought 2 years would be the max i would be staying in YA but i guess, maybe more? i just feel i've so much more to give.