missing.

right now, i'm just so tired, literally. haha. not enough sleep.

prayer mtg was alright today. wasn't v hyped or whatever. just alright. just felt God saying that i should have more confidence in Him just like before. it isn't the first time i'm facing this kind of prob and i shouldn't be "ruining" my life just because of smth small like this. i can feel the faith coming back. prayer today made me realise that i still have the holy spirit in me when i pray for others. i'm glad God hasn't left me yet. just that i felt sick today during prayer, which was weird.

had a good talk with kailing today (= was just thinking that i haven't been talking to her for ages now. real cool. haha. i guess through her, God spoke to me too. and somethings that i needed to say and tell someone about, someone who understands. i guess God has been doing smth during the past few days ever since i told annette i wanted to take a break. mebbe i won't take one month off. just somethings that i needed to settle with God.

i keep asking myself: y do our paths always cross?
is it really God's will?