YOU are the reason i live

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i loved you

to say "I love you"
a million time isn't enough
to say "I'm sorry"
isn't going to help any more
i can't deny the tears
the sadness i feel
each day i open my eyes
all the time i wonder
when will it end

only to lie to myself
the fear to lose you
the pain of holding on
i hate you
as much as i hate myself
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i wish God would stop reminding me.

i don't understand. i really don't. i just want to run away but i'm so tired of running. i wish forgetting were so easy that it would just disappear along with the tears.

i'm so tired. i can't be broken again.

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