amazing

i decided to read entries of the end of last yr on this blog and i just felt so encouraged and so amazed at what has happened. it's really awesome when i read my entries on what God has done in my life, testimonies when i read scriptures, even my own reflections after a long day.

and even though it's only been like 6 months into 2007, so much has happened. i can't believe how much things have changed and changed for the better, how different life has been ever since alan came into my life and how my perspective of life, christianity and leadership have changed. it's amazing how fast i've grown and grown out of all the thorns and tistles that were supposed to distract me. it's amazing how much i've changed from being disillusioned and complacent to being more or less clear-headed and determined.

i've begin to understand what joy actually means. it isn't just peace during a difficult situation but indescribable happiness that flows out from within when one understands how great God's love is and how small the situation actually is in God's eyes, and to really trust God to handle the situation.

indeed God has a purpose for each one of our lives. some may seem small, some may seem big but in God's eyes, every one of our purposes are equal because it's something that we can handle.

i wanted to give up on this blog but after reading all the past entries, even tho some memories aren't pleasant, there are entries that really encouraged me even though it may have been 2 years ago. and that's why i'll never stop blogging here. haha.