perspective

everything's changed this year. new lifestyle, new people, new environment, new experience. i thought it would be a better year. indeed it has been. yet i still face familiar struggles.

well, the only thing that hasn't changed is my perspective. and God has been speaking to me about priorities and stuff. it's a big leap of faith. it really is. to trust God that when i spend time serving Him and spend time with Him, i'll have enough time to spend on my studies and stuff.

to trust in this God of an 'upsidedown kingdom' takes more than just the faith of a mustard seed. it takes total surrenderness. it takes more than just being 'worried about what to do when u give God everything' but trusting God that He will provide and He will.

i'm just going by faith. i'm going against my words. i'm going by blind faith. coz i know that when i put God first, everything will fall into place nicely and He's gg to do that miracle.