grace

in layman's term, i would say i've been very lucky. but i don't believe in luck. i know it's by God's grace i'm blessed coz He is watching over me and it has been proven over the years; the things i have not taken good care of, God took them and made them well.

even though i scraped through exams and did very last minute studying for my a's, God still blessed me with good results. i am still amazed and appalled by the fact that God still blessed me with good results despite me not taking good care of my studies. indeed, my results were a miracle, a warning, rather, to me, that i should take things seriously now if i really want to see the things God has installed for me. all because of His grace.

yet, i neglected admin stuff in application to uni. i can't deny that there is too much for me to handle but i guess, i have to start picking things up real quickly. i chose this path. it'll take some time for me to adjust and manage my stuff well. i can do this (=