prayer

the combined worship session last night was awesome. i recall praying until my old injury surfaced. haha. but no biggie. it was awesome because i felt the strength and God being there, not just being there but knowing God was there assured me because He had been walking with me every path i took and will continue to walk with me. that was all i needed to take back from the session.

God reminded me about prayer. i haven't been praying. at least for the past one year =/ sure, i'm always praying short prayers. but i haven't been praying specifically for anyone besides family and alan. this has got to change. haha. not just because it's a 'spiritual' thing that's why i have to do it, but it's more than that, that's almost my reason for living. so ya.

today i had a chat with a rather close friend. i really admire her faith and strength. for once, i actually could mean it when i said i would be there for her. i don't know what made me do it but i guess it was God's divine appointment; to be there at the right time and right place, to say the right words and to do the right thing. that almost never happens to me. haha. well... to see her so matured and strong, i'm glad, and encouraged. i myself would never do that. God really gave her, both of them, the strength and faith to do that. as much as people would always say, God will give u the strength to face whatever ur going through. so that was it ba.

so now, i also need the strength and faith, not to do the same thing, but for many other reason :):):)